I was just diagnosed on 8/13/14. Last night I had a major melt down. I was crying like a baby. I don't want to do this, I just had surgery in may for a hernia and now I have to be cut on again. I am still grieving the lost of my sister who was taken from us in October 2014 at the hands of her estranged husband, so I am not really as strong as I usually am. Everyone feels since I have God I should be okay, Well, yes I have Him and I am strong in faith, but I am human. So, if i feel like crying that is exactly what I'm going to do. MRI tomorrow which I don't want to do and I have a host of doctors I must see in the next coming weeks. Surgery is not scheduled to October due to not being able to see the cardiologist til 9/29. Its a lot, but I guess we have to hang in there and fight.